*hmm*

More often than not i shoot my mouth off but i always end making alot of sense.. i received quite a few smses some calls about my previous entry.. Not surprised that it happened but i thought i didnt make it controvesial i wasnt mad, in fact i tried to keep to the point, heck if i was angry i cld have hit the limit for two entries but still i set so many tongues wagging..

I wonder sometimes at whether issit best to be so blatant and not hide one or two cards up my sleeve.i look over the years at the people i let down and its usually the ones i hurt with my honesty that linger away.. honesty isnt always a good thing especially when its coupled with sarcasm and anger but shld i change myself so people might not be hurt or hurt myself living a lie..

I have so many people i scolded in my previous entry and people i thanked while people i thanked are people i love the people i ended up scolding are really ones that mean much to me... from best frens to a very happy memory many times i pondered writing it..but while i ponder so much i knew the hushed whispers that come from them... Think for a second that how much it must have moved me to want to write that before you push the blame... And as Akon sings if you cant take blame you can put the blame on me...

In these few weeks i learnt alot of my frens and people in my past, i cld state the lesson learnt that i want to remember but i end up getting more reviews and remarks which i dnt really want to hear so lets just say i rather sit and watch the fun.. Just a one phrase to end off,

He who laughs last laughs the loudest- Laugh and mock me now but when you fall and i know you will we'll see whos smiling then...you stand with the one who holds the knife and defend yourself against me.. remember your first impression of people usually its right.. When your gut tells you something listen..And when something is too good to be true it sometimes is...